Life, Once Again!

until now.”

“U-uhm.”

He hurriedly called out to Giwoo, who was standing up from his seat.

“Then what happens to me from now….”

“Don’t worry about it.
I think Eunjoo-noona still likes you, senior.”

“Ah, okay.”

“But who knows, she might change her mind if I say a couple of words to her.
She’s very whimsical after all.
She’s a scary one capable of ditching someone she had been with for 4 years without batting an eyelid.”

Lee Hyuk raised his head to look at Giwoo.
Giwoo was putting on a nonchalant smile.

His knees started shaking.
His body leaned forward subconsciously.
His knees touched the floor.
Lee Hyuk lowered his head and spoke.

“C-can’t you put in a good word for me?”

A pair of white brand-name shoes entered his eyes.
He felt as though he was about to groan from all the humiliation and embarrassment he felt, but he didn’t have the courage to strike back.
Nothing other than begging desperately was probably allowed to him right now.

“Senior, why are you doing this? You’re making me look bad.”

The white shoes moved backwards, and Giwoo, who kneeled just like him, looked into his eyes.
Lee Hyuk looked at Giwoo.
Giwoo nodded twice before extending a hand.
Lee Hyuk grabbed his hand and the two slowly stood up together.

“Senior.”

“Yes.”

“My mother likes movies where you appear.”

“Ah, yes, okay.”

“So please do well in the future too, okay?”

“Of course, of course.”

Was this what it felt like to receive salvation? He felt truly thankful.
Humiliation? Embarrassment? Such trivial emotions were buried by the wave of emotions.
Right now, the boy in front of him was God.

Giwoo closed the door and left.
Lee Hyuk staggered his way to the bed and sat down.
He didn’t know how long he sat there for.
Just then, he was reminded of the necktie pin that Giwoo gave him.
He smiled in vain, opened the box, and tried grabbing the necktie pin in his hands.
The moment he felt the cold sensation, Lee Hyuk clenched his teeth so hard that his teeth were going to break.
He wanted to cry.
He wanted to scream.
He wanted to strangle the hell out of that little prick and throw him out the window.

He stood up from his seat and raised his hands above his head.
Then, he threw the necktie pin on the floor with all of his power.
Along with a clinking sound, the pin bounced off the floor, then off the wall before disappearing somewhere.

Lee Hyuk sat back down while panting.
After calming down his breathing, he raised his head and looked at the mirror embedded in the ceiling.
He could see his pathetic face.
He didn’t know what led him here.
He brushed his hair, which was stuck against his forehead due to the cold sweat, upwards and stood up.

“…I should find it.”

He made a loathing laugh before crouching on the ground.
Why did he throw it if it was going to be like this in the end? He picked up the necktie pin that faintly reflected off the light underneath the bed.
He dusted it off.
It looked very high-class and also looked like it would fit a navy-colored tie.
When he was in this place, he would often hop between self-loathing and pleasure.
He would probably go crazy if he stayed here for a long time.

Just as he was about to open the door with a sigh, the door opened without him opening it.
The person that opened the door was the cute girl that opened the door for him when he arrived at this place.
She had the smell of alcohol as though she had drunk quite a bit.

“Why are you here?”

Just as he asked in a questioning tone, he felt a gaze looking at him with his arms crossed.
He moved his eyes.
He saw Giwoo, who had an indecent grin.

The girl took a step closer to him before jumping into his arms.
The girl spoke in a small voice.

“Would you like to play with me?”

Her voice was shaking endlessly.
Her shaking was transferred to Lee Hyuk since their bodies were pressed together.
Lee Hyuk looked at the girl in his arms before he looked at Giwoo again.
Giwoo had a smile like a service worker and nodded once.

That face.
Lee Hyuk knew what that face was.

Eunjoo was someone who clearly expressed her malicious intent.
She expressed her emotions well just like a normal person.
She would give him a reward if he followed her words well, and would rebuke him if he didn’t.
While Lee Hyuk found her difficult and scary, he could still look at her in the eyes.
She was someone understandable after all.
A fear that he could understand was something he could handle.

However, he had no idea what to do with that kid.
Villain? Malicious? He wasn’t related to any of that.
That boy was pure.
No malicious intent could be felt from him.
Yes.
He made other people tragic with words that didn’t contain any malice.
That was what made Lee Hyuk feel scared.
A fear he couldn’t even comprehend was something he couldn’t resist.

Lee Hyuk hugged the girl in his arms and took her straight to bed.
He kissed her chest since she had given up on resisting before stripping her.
He rubbed all over her body like a horny dog.
Just then, he saw Giwoo, who had approached him without making a sound.
Lee Hyuk stared at Giwoo, who patted his back before leaving, for a long time.
The door slowly closed and it became quiet.

Lee Hyuk looked at the girl beneath him.
The girl, clearly stricken with fear, started smiling awkwardly.

“…Yeah.
I should take a breather as well,” Lee Hyuk said as he forcefully pulled apart the girl’s legs.

* * *

“You look tired.”

“Maybe I didn’t get enough sleep in the coach.
My shoulders felt stiff ever since I went home last night.
Urgh, my back.”

“Someone might think you’re an old geezer.”

“Since we’re talking about it, why don’t you give me a massage?”

Dojin said ‘fine’ before pressing on Maru’s shoulders with his elbow.
Maru didn’t expect much, but the massage was actually pretty decent.

“Where did you learn to do that?”

“I learned in order to help Iseul’s mother out.
She’s dealing with food ingredients all day after all.”

“This is why raising boys is no good.
They only look after their girlfriend’s parents.
Ouch, that hurts.”

“I’m doing the same for my mom so don’t talk bullshit.
But hey, your shoulders are really stiff.
They’re totally like a rock.”

Maru had Dojin massage his shoulders throughout the entirety of the break time.

“You have a good friend, don’t you?”

Dojin said as he lifted his hands off Maru’s shoulders.
Maru made a satisfied smile.

“Yes, I really do.”

“If you’re like this, Bangjoo must be dazed right now.” 

“He has more stamina than me, so he’s probably fine.”

Just as he rotated his shoulders around once, the teacher entered through the front door.

“Hey, give me your textbook.
The two of you can share.”

He immediately stole the textbook from a kid sitting in the front row.

“Boys, wake up.
It will be lunchtime after this so don’t doze off and listen carefully.
I’ll add a minute to the lesson every time I see someone doze off.”

The teacher slapped on the lecture desk as he spoke.