Sonohi Sekai ga Kawatta

Fourteenth episode

“I didn’t start to practice kendo because of a goal, but because I just wanted to run from the reality, I wanted to distract myself from the reality.
It was just kendo by coincidence, anything would have been good”

Senjo-senpai who was kneeling down on the ground said to Shizuki while looking at her.

“I was afraid of touching someone with this ugliness of mine.
But when I wear the armor I could feel like I became someone else.
Then I could see the other person straight at the eyes.
When I won the games I could feel like my inferiority complex diminished so I got into kendo”

Senjo-senpai said to Shizuki while kneeling down on the ground.
Her appearance is dignified, but the voice was trembling slightly.

Shizuki looks back at Senjo-senpai straight at her face and listens to her while holding my hand with hers.

“When I noticed, I was addicted to winning because I knew that I would be freed from my inferiority complex by winning.
I started to despise the person who lost.
The others started to idolize such me; I just wanted to devote myself to kendo”

The reason that led her into kendo.
Senjo-senpai spoke frankly, but the words were too weird.

“It isn’t for a pure and healthy reason that I entered kendo, I just wanted to escape from reality.
The desire to win just to satisfy my superiority complex.
Such ugly heart is adequate for my ugly body”

I can understand what she is talking about.
The desire to run away from the reality that I was born ugly.
I can understand that pain.

And Senjo-senpai feels disgust for herself.

However, I don’t think that the reason why Senjo-senpai joined the kendo club is too bad.

To avert the eyes from the reality, I throw myself into something.
If you can bring results from that, then you should be proud.

It is way more wonderful than me who devoted myself into the 2D and wasted my time while running away from the reality.

And, even if you practice, it may not produce results.
Effort isn’t necessarily rewarded always.

Senjo-senpai had the talent.
And that isn’t something that anyone can have.

No matter what kind of reason led her into it, if she could find her talent and made it flower, then she should be glad.

“I’m popular.
Everyone longs for me.
They long for such ugly me.
From the bottom of my heart I was glad that I joined the kendo club.
Then I knew of Sakura-san”

Senjo-senpai said so and showed a distorted smile.

“I thought that Sakura-san was uglier than i.
Moreover, she wasn’t blessed with a strong body, and i knew that she was being bullied from the other students.
I have many friends, but Sakura-san was alone.
I thought that I should be able to live a better life than her.
I thought of such things and was despising Sakura-san in my heart”

Senjo-senpai said with a distorted smile as she looked at Shizuki.
While listening to those words, Shizuki grasped my hand tightly.

Senjo-senpai is throwing everything she had on her heart.
She confesses her honest feelings to Shizuki and then is going to apologize.
I know that.
However, I’m not a man if I stay silent while Shizuki is suffering so much.

“It is okay”

A sweet voice whispered in my ear and a I started to feel a pleasant feeling from my crotch, the direction of my feelings was turned over comepletely.

Shizuki grasps my hand, forces her breast on my arm, brings her lips to my ear and rubs my dick from over the pants.

“I saw that master got angry for Shizuki, and Shizuki’s pussy got wet”

A sweet voice whispered and hot sighs that left from her soft but moistened lips touch my ear.

“Master, please turn your anger towards Shizuki.
Please give Shizuki a very severe punishment because I only have perverted thoughts”

Saying that, Shizuki grasps my dick over my pants while licking my ear.

I-Idiot, Senjo-senpai is watching.
But, it feels too good that nothing else matters.