Virtual Alpha and I

r.
So you could tell.}

“Mn, ugh…”

Every time I breathed in, I felt a numbness in my head.
My body twitched on its own.

I pressed my lower body against the cushion.

My body curled up with the stimulation from both the back and the front.
It seemed like I had unconsciously tightened my asshole as well, because an indescribable sensation spread slowly from inside there.

“Aah, ngh… ah”

The scent from the round thing felt like it has melted the core of my head.

A warm feeling of happiness spread from my butt.
I could tell that my omega’s desire was being fulfilled from there.

{Sou.
Does it feel good?}

“Mn….
It’s really- good… I’m happy.”

{Look at you, melting this much by my scent.
So cute… Sou.}

“ugh… ngh, ah, ah….”

I couldn’t tell what was being said to me anymore.

Just hearing Yuugo’s voice made me happy.
I want him to talk with me more.
I want to hear his voice more.

“Yuugo, talk… more.”

{You like my voice?}

“Mm, I like it.
I like you, Yuugo.”

I didn’t even have the leisure to be aware of what I’m saying.
Those words spilled out on their own.

Once I realized that rocking my hips back and forth while tightening and loosening my asshole feels the best, I got absorbed in that.

The center part of my body that I hadn’t touched at all was painfully tense.

“Yuugo….
my….
my- alpha.”

{You think of me that way? I really like you too, Sou.
My… My one and only omega.}

“Ngh, nghh….
aaah!”

—My one and only omega.

The moment I heard those words, the fever inside me swelled up.

It happened so fast that I couldn’t hold back the urge.
White liquid spilled out from that part of me down there.

The trembling in my body didn’t stop.

It should be the first time I touched it, but I reached a climax with just the stimulation from behind.

*

After the gut-wrenching first day, the rest of my heat was surprisingly peaceful.

Even the second day that was usually tough, was symptom-free as long as I took the meds.
To think I didn’t even feel any fever or tingling, it was the first time my heat felt this mild.

Still, my head hurts every time I remembered what happened on that gut-wrenching first day.

When I woke up that day, I couldn’t understand what had happened to me.

I thought it was all just a dream, but that round optional item was still on the desk, and in my butt….
the other item was still inside.
I hurriedly pulled it out and threw it in the trash can as if to hide the evidence.

It was garbage day, so those items were no longer in my hands.
But that didn’t erase the memory of that day.
It was like the sensation was still left in me.

The earphone and phone were still lying on the bed.

I checked my phone fearfully, but there was no call history of it left, and the chatting screen was ended with the text “its tough and theres something weird” that I sent.

It was rare that I hadn’t received any reply from Yuugo.

I haven’t talked to Yuugo since then.
Or rather, I couldn’t do that anymore.

That was because I had terminated the Virtual Alpha app.

After I opened the app and pressed the button with ‘close’ written on it, Yuugo no longer send me any messages.

It was obvious, yet I feel somewhat lonely.
Maybe I’m just stupid.

“….But, what do you expect me to do other than that?”

Even if it was just a dream, I still didn’t know how to accept it.
I remembered everything, but only vaguely.
Yuugo’s voice, his breathing….
I remembered everything.

When I remembered it, my body trembled regardless of the heat’s fever.

I didn’t want to be conscious of that part of myself, so I ran away.
Yuugo told me to accept myself, but I couldn’t possibly do that.

I’ve always enjoyed it.

The trivial talks I had with Yuugo, the serious talks, the silly talks, everything.

Thanks to Yuugo I almost came to like studying, and I could go through my heat feeling better than before.

But, I couldn’t think….
that I can just use him like that anymore.

“…Damn.
Why?”

My eyes were hot.

I didn’t know why I felt like crying just because of something like this.

But, it’s been like this for the past three days.
I thought I would be able to get rid of these unstable emotions once my heat was over, but as the days went by it only got worse.

I had no one to talk to about this.

I pressed my face against the pillow.
I didn’t want to think about anything for now.